nothing else could describe how i feel better than this song...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JF_x74Br2rQ

Here's the lyrics:

If i'm mistaken,if this is broken,
I'll give u space, i"ll give u more,
But if it's so wrong then,now how come I'm smiling?
How come your face has never shown?
How can i go?
Yeah, U're all that i care,
It's sad, how, in love oh all is fair,
I'm sighing now, I'm tired now, I'm feeling down, I'm tired now.
How can i go?
They say time, will always heal it of,
But mine's not, ticking anymore,
I'm breathing slow, I'm feeling low, I don't mean to show but i feel it go.

break ups

who would have thought, best friends could break up... regardless how amazing things are... the truth is... if u are best friend material, it doesn't mean u are boyfriend material... he was simply not the one, but he is the one who broke my heart and gave me a slap into reality....

i am fully awake now... AWAKE